Nothing else in my life terrifies me, hurts me, and makes more desperate still today than that I was able to abort you, my dear Paulito. I got pregnant at the age of 20, and when I turned to my mother she said to me that I had to abort you, Paulito, because she would never give me any kind of financial or moral support to become your mother. I didn't know who to turn to, because I felt I couldn't trust my boyfriend, as he was a violent and abusive man. Moreover, the doctors lied to me when I asked them for an advice, as they said to me that an embryo is not a living child, so that I would be convinced to abort. I regret deeply that I aborted you, Paulito, and it is killing me inside still after many years. I will never forgive myself for aborting you, because I can't forgive myself for not letting you live. When my brother committed suicide and shortly after at the age of 23, I ended up in another dysfunctional relationship, and I attached myself to this evil guy, who treated me like an object, That when I got pregnant with you, my dear Maria Teresita and my dear Maria Faustinita, and I ended up aborting again when the evil boyfriend abandoned me. I felt dead inside and let evil take over my heart again and aborted you, my dear daughters Maria Teresita and Maria Faustinita, which I will deeply regret until my last breath on this earth. My dearest babies Paulito, Maria Teresita, and Maria Faustinita, since then the Lord Jesus saved me, He appeared to me one morning in May 2016, and my life has changed completely. Thanks to my dear Lord Jesus Christ and you, my dear little babies Paulito, Maria Teresita and Maria Faustinita, have taught me what Real Love is. I will love you and honour you deeply forever by doing God's will. I beg you on my knees, my Paulito, Maria Teresita, and Maria Faustinita and God Almighty, to please forgive me, because I should never ever have aborted you, never ever. I believe in divine justice, and I accept to carry your crosses Paulito, Maria Teresita, and Maria Faustinita and to live in penance for the rest of my life. May you Rest in Peace and Have Eternal Life in God's and the Holy Virgin's Mary hearts, Paulito, Maria Teresita, and Maria Faustinita, until we can be together forever as a family in Heaven, Amen. Thank you, Jesus, for saving me. I deeply repent forever my Lord for aborting my children Paulito, Maria Teresita, and Maria Faustinita, Amen.