7/28/2022 - United Kingdom
C.
Baby Name: B

Darling, I'm sorry.

I didn't fully understand what you meant to me until I held your baby sister in my arms. Now she's growing, and happy, and living her life - just as you should have done.

I should have trusted my instinct and not given in to fear and self-doubt. I wanted you then and I want you now. But I can't have you - because I asked them to take you from me. I dreamed of you before I even knew you were there, I dreamed of you on the night I let you die, and I even dreamed about you last week.

Sometimes I'm going about my day and I remember that you should be here. The wound on my heart just keeps reopening.

You are loved, even though I wasn't strong enough or good enough to give you that love while you were here with me on Earth. I wish I had been stronger for you.

If God forgives me, I will see you again.    



7/22/2022 - United States
Aimee G and Bobbie W
Baby Name: Gage Bennett

Baby boy Gage Bennett April 1993-June 1993    



7/14/2022 - Philippines
Your loving parents
Baby Name: Unnamed

We are both so so so sorry that we had to let you go just know we both love you and miss you very very much and we will be together again soon our beautiful angel  



6/9/2022 - United States
Forgiven
Baby Name: Erin

I knew the second I woke up that I had made a huge mistake. I know this doesn’t make up for the horrible pain I put you through but I’d like to ask you to forgive me if you can see this from heaven. After decades of thinking about you and praying for you, I have finally been healed from always feeling like a murderer. I’ve always felt loosing you and the miscarriages I’ve had, were like going to a funeral and I was the only one there.. I pray you don’t mind me putting some of our story out here in cyber space. I feel as though if we only save one child from going through what you and I did, this post will be worth it. I know that healing comes from Jesus and I know that being brave and opening up about what we’ve been through, we can give Hope to others. I love you baby Erin and I look forward to us rejoicing together in heaven some day.    



6/6/2022 - United States
Brittany
Baby Name: Sydney Garnett

I’m sorry I acted without faith against you. I will see you and I love you and I’m excited to know your gifts.

Love,

Your Mommy 



6/6/2022 - United States
Brittany
Baby Name: Leigh Smith

I pray your original purpose manifests in front of me on earth and I meet you in Heaven. I love you.

In Him,

Mommy 



5/26/2022 - United States
Changed Forever
Baby Name: Unnamed

Dearest first child,

I am so sorry that I was not the man then that I am now. I did not know what to do, living in another country and your mom not ready to be a mom yet. I am sorry that you did not have the chance to come into this world and make it a better place. I am now a child of God, but the pain in my heart for you just won't go away. I know that I will see you in heaven but oh how much I missed out on having you here with me now. I love you and when I see you in the next world my tears will finally be wiped away.

Your Dad  



5/14/2022 - United States
Forever Grieved
Baby Name: Sammi

I was 16. Where I own the horrific act, between my parent and boyfriend… abandonment was my fear. On the table I cried and tried to sit up and the nurse made me lie back down.
I screamed for weeks for you. And now I forever mourn the loss of your precious life. I am a woman of faith but do not tell myself I will have the gift of ever seeing you as I do not deserve this. You have brothers and a sister and we are all deprived of the beauty of you and all we’ve missed in your absence. To say I am sorry falls so short it sickens me. Every March I begin to become increasingly depressed and it took years to fully realize that was what was occurring. My soul and spirit and heart cry out for you. I don’t know if you were a boy or a girl. If a girl I choose the name Sarah and if a boy, Samuel, but I lost that right didn’t I? I am so sad I never got to hold you or kiss you and tell you how much I love you. I love you now and throughout eternity.    



5/5/2022 - United States
Elaine
Baby Name: Sarah and Sam-Two beautiful beloved children

I wish I had the courage to have had my daughter Sarah when I was younger, but I chose a different story for our lives. I was lost and could not raise a child in a one-parent home by myself. If only I had the courage to be strong, but without God and Jesus in my life, it was impossible for me to see through that dark time and those hard years of my life. Now that I am old with gray hair, my little baby Sarah would be 40 this year if she was alive. I regret the decision I made so many years ago. It has haunted me for so many years of mental torture of committing such a crime against God and humanity by aborting my unborn child nearly four decades ago. I love my unborn child Sarah, and I wish I could turn the hands of time back to change my decision, but it is impossible for me to do that now. Not only did I have one abortion, but two abortions one year after the other, and I never really knew if I was pregnant. I went to the abortion clinic instead of the medical doctor because I was afraid to face the truth of being pregnant again within a year of my first abortion, so I had a second abortion within a year of the first abortion. I do regret folding to the pressure of not wanting my babies to ruin my life at that time. As I look back, I know the truth now, and I genuinely regret those two wrong decisions that I made when I was younger. I have come to a place where it is time to speak out about the lies that the pro-choice movement wants women to hear, not the absolute truth that life is precious to all of us. I love and miss my two unborn babies because they would have been the joy of my life.          



4/22/2022 - United States
Still Your Daddy
Baby Name: Elizabeth Dolores Platt

--1976--
I never held you or kissed you or played with you...
We never sang or danced or laughed together...
I have missed you my entire life.
Pray for your mother and me, little one.



4/4/2022 - United States
justicefortheunborn
Baby Name: unnamed

My dear baby- I am so sorry I hurt you. I am so so sorry. I cry writing this. I cry thinking of you. I love you now and forever. This was not my choice. I am so so sorry, I look forward to meeting you in heaven. You would have been the greatest blessing to this world. I pray for you I pray you rest easy I am so sorry. I will never forget you. I will fight to protect others like you. Rest easy, my love.
    



3/26/2022 - Canada
Mom
Baby Name: Matthew Gorman

Hi Matthew

I hope you are happy and safe with God. You will always be my angel baby that I was pressured to abort to make your dad happy and try to “save the relationship”. There was no relationship after this. Abortion changes you and I hated him for what he did. I stayed with him because he promised me another baby to replace you. He lied about that too and he broke up with me out of the blue. He said he wasn’t but I really feel like he was either cheating or dumped me for someone else. It was long distance so I would never know. That broke me.

I now realize it was a blessing God made me let that person go. They were toxic and they bullied me to end your life. I couldn’t love or trust that person after that.

I easily think about you every day and wish I had been stronger and made different choices. I also wish my home life had been better, that I had more resources. Your dad might have tried but wasn’t in anyway ready to parent. I knew that. He only cared about himself. You would have been dealt a bad hand in life. I couldn’t bare that. I knew what it was like not to have a father. It hurts.

Well I showed him! 17 years later I met up with him and he is still being a single loser. He didn’t say much, but what could he possibly say. He said he had regrets.
I told his parents and some of his friends what happened so they can know you existed. So his secret didn’t stay a secret! I hope he can be a good person. But I’ll never know.

But if he wasn’t going to be in my life, then why did I give my baby up for him? That’s a horrible feeling! I wish I had kept you. I was dumb and naïve.

My ex took my baby away from me and while God has helped me forgive, I will never forget how he treated me. He abused me when I was pregnant and after. I didn’t see it at the time but I was lucky he let me go. I didn’t deserve a lifetime of pain at his hands. And if he would treat me like that what would he have done to an innocent baby???   



3/18/2022 - United States
My first child 🖤 🤍 💚
Baby Name: Oliver June

You were an unexpected blessing that I took for granted. When I first saw your tiny heartbeat, I could not stop crying. I could not believe that any of this was real, that I was about to be a mom. When you waved at me, I was overwhelmed with joy. Your Grandma pointed out that you look like a tiny kitten. I laughed. I decided to tell your dad that I was pregnant and told him what had happened at the clinic. He was upset that I got an ultrasound done and told me to get an abortion. I was hurt and confused by the way he reacted. I decided to ignore his wishes and keep you because I had never felt this amount of happiness until I found out about your father’s infidelity.

If I ever accused your father of cheating, he would be furious and tell me that my overthinking made me delusional. But this time, I had proof that I wasn't crazy. When I confronted him about it, he would cry and say he was scared of losing me. What a bunch of nonsense. The issue was that, no matter what your father did, I still loved him, which made me realize I couldn't be your mother. How could I be your mom if I was too weak to leave a mentally abusive relationship? You would have grown up watching your mom be disrespected and humiliated, and I did not want you to think it was okay. And if I did leave him, I did not want to repeat the cycle of not having a father. It would have broken my heart if I had given you up. But if I had kept you, you would have had a tough life. You would have grown up too fast because I could not take care of you. On top of that, your father kept pressuring me to get the abortion and I ended up folding. I convinced myself that the abortion was the right option and that everything would be normal again.

I forgot what had happened when I awoke from the procedure and asked if I could see you. I was so excited to hold you until the doctor reminded me what had just happened. I felt like a complete moron asking to see you. Overwhelmed with sadness, I passed out crying. When I awoke, the doctor was annoyed that I was still there and told me to cover up. My brain could not process what had just happened. There was no way I had just lost you. My chest felt heavy and my body could not move. I could not leave you there but the nurses helped me up and rushed me out of the clinic. I zoned out halfway home.

The decision I had made left me heartbroken and remorseful. But your father was relieved that you were gone. He would be annoyed with me because my sobbing kept him up at night. And he continued to touch me despite the fact that I told him it made me uncomfortable. I no longer felt safe. This man was the devil and I had to get out of there because I could no longer endure the mental torture. He did not love me nor felt sorry for what he has done. He pretended to care because he noticed he was losing control over me. And I kept falling for his performance. A couple of days later I would wake up hearing someone cry in the middle of night but no one was there. And when I was alone I would hear someone call out my name. I thought I was going mad. I decided to get myself together because my father was dying in the hospital and I did not want to miss whatever chance I had with him left.

So I left.

I still loved your father, but I couldn't shake this awful feeling. I decided to speak with the girls with whom he had cheated on me with, and I learned something I shouldn't have.

Your father was a pedophile. And he was grooming girls online.

I was disgusted that I let someone like him pressure me into stuff I did not want to do and made me feel miserable every day. It makes me angry that I was so weak and pathetic. I didn't even try to be your mom and I didn’t have the courage to say I wanted to keep you. I failed at protecting you and I’m ashamed of myself.

To this day, I wonder what would have happened if I had kept you. How would I have approached the subject of your father? I know you would have searched for your dad, and by the time you have found out the truth, you would have experienced a variety of emotions. You would have been angry with me, and I would understand if you were. I did not want you to think that your father’s past defined you. You create your destiny. And I apologize for what I have done. It is something I can not take back and I will regret for the rest of my life. You were the most incredible thing that has ever happened to me, and I took it for granted.

I love you very much, and I miss you every day. I hope you can forgive me, Oliver. I was a terrible mom and I hope God gives you a family that will give you the childhood, the love, the support, and the future that you deserve.        



2/25/2022 - United States
Grandma
Baby Name: Priceless

Dear grandchild I never got to know you because your beautiful mommy was too scared and alone to raise you. She had made some very foolish decisions in her youth and simply could not see another way. I wish I would have tried harder to convince her otherwise. You see her daddy, your grandfather, was dying of a brain tumor and she was losing her beloved father. I’m sure he is loving every minute with you. I can’t wait to meet you in heaven little one. 



2/15/2022 - United States
Henry
Baby Name: francene meinhold

My only Loving Child
My beautiful boy is now 50 years old and I miss you and love you. I am your Mom and I await for that day when I will see you in my arms.
Psalm 139
"For You created my inmost being;
You knit me together in my mother’s womb.
I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;Your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.
My frame was not hidden from You
when I was made in the secret place,
when I was woven together in the depths of the earth.
Your eyes saw my unformed body;
all the days ordained for me were written in Your book
before one of them came to be." 



2/3/2022 - United Kingdom
Abigail
Baby Name: Angel

To my baby you'd be 5 now, I still don't forgive myself for what I did but I was so young and pressured, love you always.     



1/5/2022 - United States
My Baby Girl Auna
Baby Name: Auna

I love you very much and I know one day we will meet again.

Love Mom  



1/1/2022 - United States
My Beloved Michael
Baby Name: Michael

My beloved Michael,

Happy 35th Birthday my love!

I yearn and miss you so very much every single day. But, I rest assured that you are watching, protecting, interceding and guiding me every minute.

My little one, although your existence was brief, you came to save my life. I know you, and GOD forgave me (and your father too) the minute I stepped into the physician's office. Your precious life was sacrificed to show me the meaning of forgiveness and redemption. Thank you my love for such beautiful and priceless gifts that I did not deserve.

I will continue striving to be the best version of myself. Spreading the word on post-abortion healing to help other grieving mothers to forgive themselves and establish a relationship with their unborn babies. I know you are proud of me, and you cheer me on everytime an unborn baby is acknowledged. I will never stop my mission and talking about you my beloved son. Your precious life was not sacrificed in vain. I am working hard to be a good person, so I can be worthy of seeing you at heaven's gates and never ever be separated from you again.

Until then, I will continue to honor you my love. I love you so much. Please continue to be my light, my strength, my rock, and continue to intercede for me and your father.

I love you Michael!

Forever in my heart and soul,
Mommy





    



11/9/2021 - United States
Karan
Baby Name: Michael

My Precious Son, Michael,
I know that because of Jesus, I will be given the privilege of meeting you someday in heaven. I have carried the emptiness of not having you in my life for years. I want you to know how deeply I love you. I can't wait until we can wrap our arms around one another for all of eternity. You are my precious son.
Love, Mom  



11/4/2021 - United States
O’DONNELL-CHASE
Baby Name: Chase

I am so sorry what I did to you and if I could undo, I would in a heartbeat. I have missed you every day of my life and will continue until I pass on. I love you with my whole heart.  



9/14/2021 - United States
My child
Baby Name: Angel

How can I justify this? I committed the most terrible decision to stop your life. I could have had you. I am so sorry. I love you and hope to see your face again. How could this be? You were so tiny and I was not available to you, but I love you . Nothing good comes from fear. You made me have faith. Too many bad things , in a row broke my spirit. There are no more excuses in my heart. What I did to you was very wrong , as wrong as I could be. But I can look you in the eye, a totally innocent being and ask for your forgiveness. Love from your mommy.   



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