To my sweet baby. It’s been 13 years since I lost you, and I think about you everyday. I know you are around me, and I know one day you are going to come back to me and Travis. May you continue to communicate with me as I know you do. One day we will be able to be together forever in Heaven. Until then, continue to guide our lives and help bring mommy and daddy back together. I love you, my precious baby.        

My love and my sweet Clare,
I am always with you and you are always with me. I know some day that I will be with you again and run through that flowered field enjoying ourselves. Until that day my sweet, know I love you and think of you often!

All my love,
Mama  

My babies! Oh, how I long to have seen you and known you. My heart aches so much for the grave mistakes (so many) that I have made. Please forgive me! Baby 1, you did not have a heartbeat and passed in my womb. Baby 2, your father never knew you existed, and I was so hurt and in pain and felt I was already not a good mom to your two other half-siblings. Baby 3, you have a full sister that I wish you could have met. You both would have been so close. Your sister is now pregnant and will be having her early next year, so you would have been an aunt. I wasn't thinking clearly when I made the choices that I did, and I very much regret those before you and before God. I pray for forgiveness and to be reunited with you some day. May you all rest in peace until we can be together! You have now met your half brother, who died by suicide in 2017. I know he is comforting you all and waiting for our return. Love you more than words can say. Your momma forever 

Dearest little 4 month old fetus...I am so very sorry not to have been a Good Mother to you. I was emotionally so immature and unprepared for this, and I did not want to conceive at that point. There was pressure from your Father and a bad decision was made. But I know when you were conceived. You would be 27 years old right now, with a birthday on January 28th. You would have had auburn hair and hazel green eyes...I hope we can meet one day, and I can hold you. You have a half-brother named Trey, who is 16 years old and my life. I am so very sorry I could not have let you live one. But love to you always, You were my first child...  

Dear, please forgive Mommy for not giving you a chance to come to this world. I know you could have been a successful individual, a right partner, and an excellent Granny. Unfortunately, part of you was from an unkind man; that's why you had to end up as an aborted child 27+ years ago. I am sorry about it and hope you rest in peace.      

I love you no matter what.

Hi baby. We've had a few conversations through the years. But until now my heart had not felt the heaviness of the absence of you in my life. I've felt so unworthy to grieve and mourn. I've felt the guilt and overwhelming regret, which haunts me often. I wish with all my heart I could go back and change that date. I wish I could just have never gone into that room. I was so lost that I couldn't imagine raising someone in the hell I was in. Somehow deep inside of me, I feel you forgive me. Maybe because I know you are God's. I also somehow can't comprehend what would make me do something so stupid. I've had this buried in my heart, and I pray God helps me heal. But even if I don't, I just pray He allows me to see you one day, like actually hold you and hug you. I wonder so much when I allow my mind to do so. But I often times just can't. I hope to be able to hold you and love you one day. Love, Mom

Hello my little girl! This is your Dad! I think about you all the time and pray that you will forgive me for not protecting you. I know you are up in heaven with God and pray that some day I will get to meet you. That is my one true wish in life! Every time I see your older sister, I think of what you would have looked like and how you two would be playing together. Your sweetheart sister would have absolutely adored you! I still look at your ultrasound images and imagine what it would have been like if you were here with us! I vividly remember you playing in your mom's belly during the ultrasound... you seemed so happy, and that image is going to be with me, in my heart, forever! Everyday I think of you, and my heart aches for the pain and suffering you went through, and the denial of a beautiful life you would have had. I know I am not worthy of your forgiveness, but maybe one day, when I finally get to meet you, I can hold you tight in my arms! I love you my dear child and you will always be in my heart. Your unworthy Father

How can a mother make the same terrible mistake three times in a row? I was afraid and scared to face my problems alone and without any support, and I took the easy way out, never realizing how foolish and selfish I was, living only for myself and turning away from GOD. I committed murder by killing not once but three times. Now I have confessed my sins and try to repent for the horror I have committed. I love you all, pray you can forgive me, and know you are in GOD’S arms. You will be loved and cherished till we meet again. 

I’m so sorry. You have 3 siblings now, but you’ll always be my first baby. Please forgive me. I love you so much. At the time I thought I was doing the right thing, and I couldn’t see any other way. It's been 17 years ago now, and I miss you so much.  

Please forgive me, Baby. My heart will hurt forever that I did not give you a chance. Please know that you are loved. I have a little stuffed lamb next to my bed to represent you. I'm trying hard to be a good person, so that I can make it to heaven someday to meet you. Love you always.  

I love you with an unconditional, everlasting love! Please forgive me for valuing the acceptance of those who did not even care over your precious lives. I cannot wait to see you when I step through the gates of Heaven, my precious children! Christ's arms are full with your smiling faces, so I leave you for now, knowing you are being lovingly care for by our Heavenly Father and that I will see again one day.
With the deepest and sincerest regret and love,
Your mother Robin    

Because you made the ultimate sacrifice I will fight to win this war. Never in my arms forever in my heart.
July 1986  

I love you. You are forever in my heart.  

My precious Amor, I can't wait to hold you in my arms and look into your precious eyes. I love and miss you beyond what words could ever express. O most Sacred Heart of Jesus I trust in you.  

I will never forget your sweet loving embrace you gave me in my vision of you. I am so sorry I believed the sinful lies of the world and not in you. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. I can’t wait until I meet you, my sweet little girl, in heaven.   

To my beloved, sweet little Baby, I love and miss you. I carry you deep inside my heart. Please remember our family. Especially remember your own Twin Brother Nicholas and pray for his broken heart. He misses you dearly 💔 He loves you always 💖     

I cannot wait to hold you in heaven.  

In memory of my unborn niece or nephew who was violently taken from my sister when she was 14 years old, by our parents who made her have an abortion.
Father God I thank you that this precious life was created by You and that you carry this child in your arms. Thank you Lord that you have a special place in heaven for this unborn baby. I look forward to the day that I can meet my sister's baby in heaven.
Please help my sister to heal after 45 years without her baby.
In Jesus holy and precious name, Amen
   

Please forgive me and know that I love you and will see you in Heaven! I will not give excuses, I was horribly wrong and thanks to God's grace I now know that! I will forever
hold you in my heart and some day in my arms! 

I will forever regret that I didn’t give you the most not important gift of all... the gift of life. I believe you are in hands of Jesus and that someday your Dad & I will hold you on our arms.