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 Memorial: 617
 Date: Friday
United States of America
Child's Name: Emi Rose
My little Emi Rose. I always imagined you were a girl, so I gave you a girls name. I felt there was no hope when I found out I was pregnant. I had waited from the time I was 8 years old to grow up and have a baby. Then at 19, I became pregnant. The timing was wrong. Everyone seemed to tell me that abortion was the thing to do. (Everyone except my mom) I was hoping the abortion people would send me home seeing that I did not want to do it. I tried so hard to get out of it. They said all the usual lies. There was not a place that would tell me the truth about abortion and the development of the unborn baby. These days there are places a young lady can go for help. The doctor had to pry my legs apart. I was screaming inside my head. You went inside a vacuum cleaner machine and then was just thrown into a dumpster in the back of the building. I felt so much shame and regret. I am so so so sorry. On the way out of that horrible place of lies I heart the song, "Black is black...I want my baby back" I sang that song for years. The worst thing I have ever done in my life. Giving God back a gift He had given me. I love you little Emi Rose. January 5, 1978 A day I will always remember.
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 Memorial: 616
 Date: Thursday
gustavo klemp correa
United Kingdom
Child's Name: Little Angel
To my unborn child , with love.

I love you and I always will, even if your mother did not want you, please remember that I always will.

I tried my best to avoid your killing, but on earth a man has no saying about a child life.

I know you have suffered and I still find hard to accept the fact I could not save your life.

I am taking care of your brothers and I am sure they would love you and play with you.

I hope to meet you and hug you, i miss you, but I have never seen your face. Dad is suffering, but I will be fine, because I know I will get to see you, one day.

I have watched some videos of how your mother took you away from me, I am sorry I could not protect you, please forgive me, I tried my best.

I am sure you love your dad, I hope you are in a safe place.

Please remember kid> You are part of the family, only your mother rejected you. Me and your brothers love you and always will.

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 Memorial: 615
 Date: Wednesday
South Africa
Child's Name: Omphemetse
I will always love u. plz come back to me my babe. I promise I will take good care of you. but you can't just know that I love I always will. I sorry for what happened to you. the is no day that passes by without thinking of you, you are a part of me my other half I love my dear.
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 Memorial: 614
 Date: Saturday
United States of America
Child's Name: Precious baby
My precious baby, you were a gift from God that I selfishly disregarded. Every single day I think of how I wish I can undo my terrible decision. Not a day goes by where i dont cry and think about you. Sometimes when I cry, I cant stop crying. I love you precious baby. I hope you know that. I hope you look down on me and forgive me. I love you with my whole heart. Xo
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 Memorial: 613
 Date: Monday
United States of America
Child's Name: Hope Varner
To my sweet Hope, I'm so sorry I will never get to know you. I was so young and had no guidance and no support. I was scared and in a dark place. I failed as your mother, and I'm so sorry for that. I wanted you so much and I hope you know that. I still wish I had you. You were such a blessing and I was to ignorant to see my mistake. I love you so much, I wish I could go back. You'd be almost 5 now. I praise God that he found me and saved me, delivered me from this evil world. So I could see you one day. One day I'll hold you in my arms and tell you how much I love you and how much regret I feel.
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 Memorial: 612
 Date: Sunday
United Kingdom
Child's Name: Paasch
My little precious miracle, to this day i have never been able to get over you, every day the pain never seems to go away, i made a stupid decision and that choice will never leave me or will you leave my heart. thinking all the time the day i would of held you for the first time, looking into your eyes and holding your tiny little hand, as you grow see the steps you take in life and hold my head high and tell you how proud i am of you and how much i love you, all i have now is guilt and shame on what happened to you. the day i held you and kissed you goodbye the pain i felt i never imagined would feel like that. RIP
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 Memorial: 611
 Date: Sunday
United States of America
Child's Name: Blessing unknown
To you, whom I so selfishly allowed to die by having an abortion, please forgive me. I do not know if you were a boy or a girl and it was so many years ago. You would be about 33 years old now and deserved life not my failure to be your mother. When I made an adult choice years later to try to have another child, a little girl, she died during premature birth at 20 weeks. I feel shame, guilt, and anxiety for making my horrible choice in not accepting you in my life, but I look forward to meeting you in heaven one day. I know heaven is where you and your sister will be with Jesus watching over you.
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 Memorial: 610
 Date: Tuesday
United States of America
Child's Name: Brayden
To the baby I'll never get to know, I'm sorry. I love you
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 Memorial: 609
 Date: Tuesday
United States of America
Child's Name: Infinity, Wonder and Prism
Dear Infinity, I was around 17 and you would be around 36 now. I think about you regularly and regret what I did. I regret that I had so little regard for myself and for another life and the deep ignorance and darkness that I was part of. I praise God that I came out of this and can acknowledge now that what i did was wrong. I now see pro choice is wrong thinking and evil clothed liberation, freedom and equality. The issue is your life a little life that was entrusted to me a woman, your mommy. I am deeply sorry I did this to you in my ignorance and darkness. I wish I could have given you a chance and chose your life. I was afraid of either choice, afraid I would hurt you either way. I was completely backwards. I should have been thinking that before having sex, but I was saturated in a culture of quick gratification and did not want to or know how to use my brain to think through consequences. In 10th grade I did a book report on "The happy hooker" I was self will run riot and just somehow thought I was different and could bypass the consequences of my actions. Wow was I misguided. I'm very sorry my ignorance led to me justifying taking your life, I regret this and am very sad that I wasn't strong enough at the time to act on my inner knowing that it was wrong. I'm sorry to both of us that my choices were so self destructive to myself and in turn to you. I pray our culture begins to help our youth understand the deep responsibility us women have been given to uphold life and to respect ourselves enough to safeguard our vulnerability as the gatekeepers of life into this earth. I finally understand the issue is not pro choice, its much deeper and more profound. I love you and I'm sorry
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 Memorial: 608
 Date: Tuesday
United States of America
Child's Name: Wonder, Prism, Infinity
Dear Prism, I was in such darkness and ignorance when I began having sex and did not want to think of the consequences to you and myself. It's so sad for me to see how this happened and that I could have done things differently had I been more mature and responsible and had better guidance and role models. You were the 2nd child of 3 that I aborted all while I was under 18. It's very sad for me to face what I did and that you did not deserve my irresponsible behavior and I'm very sorry for what i did.I wish I could have done things differently. It was entirely my fault and I"m sorry.
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