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 Memorial: 579
 Date: Friday
United States of America
Child's Name: Babies 1, 2 and 3
For the one miscarriage and two aborted wonderful ones waiting for me in heaven, I thank God that there is a place for you and that you were allowed to live with Him until I return to join you. I will do my best to be the mother to my son that you would have wanted me to be and to save unborn children in this world while releasing those I can from poverty and starvation. Thank you God for channeling my grief in a direction that will heal me and bring Your name glory. I don't deserve to live, but I will do what I can to help save my son and others from the shame and tragedy of an unspent life for You. I love You Lord and thank You for having mercy on me. Amen.
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 Memorial: 578
 Date: Saturday
Child's Name: Chaya/Chayim
You will always be my dream, my heart and my love.

I should have done so much more.

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 Memorial: 577
 Date: Friday
United States of America
Child's Name: Celeah Rae
Dear Celeah,

The 14th Anniversary of your conception just passed. You should be 13, and in 8th Grade, but we'll never experience boyfriend drama, or dances, graduations, etc. Your very brief existence wasn't widely known, but you were wanted and loved by those who knew about you.

I have thought about you every day since I found out about you, and wish that you had been able to stay. I'm so sorry, Sweetheart, that my body was too sick to carry you. But I know that there is a beautiful blue eyed Angel watching over me, waiting for her Mommy, Daddy, and Brothers to join her. I like to think that you'll never experience pain, heartache, hunger, or sadness. The only thing that you will ever feel is love.

Be a good girl, and give everybody a kiss from me. We'll all be together again someday. Until then, never forget that I love you, Celeah Rae!!! I love you!!! I love you!!! I LOVE YOU!!!


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 Memorial: 576
 Date: Friday
Angel Longmire
United States of America
Child's Name: Hunter Jacob Miller
The 26th of may 2013 I went in for a normal Dr appointment. After the ultrasound I was sitting in my room staring at the ultrasounds all excited to meet you. My Dr came in, sat down & said "you're babies heart beat is very low...I'm gonna have you come back in 2 weeks and well check again" ...June 8th I was outside playing with you're big sister when I noticed my stomach dropped....nobody believed me. Everyone thought i was stressing out...June 9th, 2013...they sent me straight back to ultrasound...I could tell by the look on her face something was not right. I was sent back to my room...the Dr walked in, "I'm so sorry but you're baby has no heart beat" took me a second to actually understand what she was telling me...but as she grabbed a hold of me and the tears came flowing down my cheeks it hit baby was in heaven. I only carried you for 9 weeks but within those 9 weeks I became so attached to you! The day I lost you I lost apart of me. Its been 2 years now and I still feel the pain as if it was yesterday! I love you so much Hunter!!! I would do anything to have held you for a second! Till the day i get to hold you in my arms rest in paradise my sweet baby👣💙&#1281 24;

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 Memorial: 575
 Date: Wednesday
Child's Name: Willow
My dearest child,
I made the wrong choice. I wish that I had been stronger. I loved you from the moment I knew about you. I couldn't wait to meet you and to give you life. I couldn't wait to hold you in my arms and to love you and watch you grow up. You were so precious to me and it was the best time of my life when I thought I was going to keep you and meet you. I loved being pregnant with you. I Loved walking around with this precious secret inside of me.

You had three grand parents and an aunty who were excited to meet you and another aunty who would have met you and they all would have loved you so much. You would have been so cherished and so loved.

Unfortunately your father didn't want you and wouldn't let me keep you. I really tried baby I love you so much. I shouldn't have listened to him but he was dominating and scary. Even he regrets it now, he would have loved you once you were born. I don't think I can forgive him. I felt like he forced me but I could have turned back. I could have got the train to my family's instead. I didn't have to go and do it. I wish I'd known better, I wish I'd been stronger, I wish things had been different.

Soon it will be December, and you would have been turning 2. I wish I could see you and hold you, and give you cake and presents. I may have other children in the future but they will never replace you, my first.

I Love you and miss you every day.
Forever in my heart

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 Memorial: 574
 Date: Sunday
Steven and Victoria
United Kingdom
Child's Name: Hope
We didnt know the sex of our child but we had the name hope in mind throughout, because we knew the day we had another child he/she will have the spirit of the first child inside no matter what the sex is, we had the abortion on the 19th feb 2014 i have never had any feeling like this in my life, regret, lonliness, worthless mess and a terrible mammy all at once i just feel like i made the wrong choice i love you millions babey never going to forget you- mamma -BADWORD- 💗💋

You are loved millions babey, you will never be forgotten! Everyday goes by the same but there isnt a second that goes by that i dont think of you.

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 Memorial: 573
 Date: Thursday
United States of America
Child's Name: Brit and Edie or John and Joseph
The Catholic Church teaches us that 10 years of penance can absolve us of the sin of the murder of our baby in the womb. Technically, this includes contraception. So I don't have enough time in my life to do that much penance. All I can do is pray the rosary all day every day and feel realize the horror of what I've done. Besides that, I can consecrate myself to the Sacred Heart of Mary, as a willing slave to do God's work, without fear or hesitation, for the remainder of my days. And even then, it is only God's undying mercy that I can appeal to for forgiveness. I have no excuse, no story. I did what I did for no good or justifiable reason and it was wrong and I am guilty. But please know little children of mine, that I realize my error now, that I have already suffered greatly for it, and will gladly suffer more if that suffering could somehow alleviate the pain that I have caused you both. I offer my life now in reparation for those sins. I have taken a vow of chastity for the remainder of my days, I live in solitude and sorrow, but my love for you my children is here in my heart and soul and all I can say is I'm sorry. It's a pathetic answer for what I've done. I believe in the power of God's forgiveness when we truly repent. I learned recently that when a Catholic priest performs an exorcism, the demon that possesses the individual can claim to be Jesus. The method for determining the truth of this is to ask the demon if he knows the sins of the individual. But since the possessed person is required to do confession and penance before the exorcism, all sins are forgiven at that point. So if the demon tells the priest what that sin is, the priest proves that it is a demon and not Christ. The reason for this, we are told, is that Christ would have no recollection of the sin, it is erased through confession and penance. Only Jesus Christ as the Son of God and being one with God, can forgive us and thereby forget. But first the penance must be done, and for this I dedicate my life to spreading God's word of love and mercy to others who are suffering from the various lies and delusions that our present Godless society has pushed on us. My love goes out to all the women and men who have posted memorials. I think that God looks down on us and is pleased with our repentance, and is willing to kill the fatted calf for us, his prodigal children who return and beg for his crumbs of forgiveness for having squandered a precious opportunity to bring forth the treasure of a new life.
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 Memorial: 572
 Date: Wednesday
United States of America
Child's Name: Baby Boy Record
I am so sorry I lost you. I was a child myself and did not know what else to do. I thought about you and think about you all the time. I love you with all my heart and I regret hurting you and losing you. I know you are in heaven with God and we will meet someday. Please forgive me. You are my first child and my son's brother. I think you are a boy too. Until my baby, Godspeed.:javascript:icon(' ')javascript:icon(' ')
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 Memorial: 571
 Date: Tuesday
United States of America
Child's Name: Baby X, Y & Z
I did the unthinkable not once, not twice, but three times. I felt guilty but I rationalized each decision as being in the best interest of the children I already had and avoiding difficult lives for the children I chose to abort. In reality, however, the decisions were solely for my own benefit. These abortions were in the 1970s and 80s. It is only after becoming a born-again Christian and viewing the Planned Parenthood videos that I have realized the full extent of what I have done - exterminated three lives. I am just now beginning to grieve for you. I have asked God to forgive me for your deaths and I know He has, but I have to remind myself every day that I have been forgiven. I will always wonder what you could have been. I am truly sorry.
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 Memorial: 570
 Date: Thursday
United States of America
Child's Name: baby cortez
As I write this my daughter is about to give birth to my first grandchild. A true blessing and pray for a healthy delivery and mom and baby are safe.

In 1979 I went to Kent State University at the age of 17. Scared and alone I met up with Alex. He gave me the attention I needed and gave me more.. a pregnancy. I was only 17 .. and because he was Hispanic I knew that my family would not accept him or this child. Surprisingly what made my decision was in High School we had someone come into the school and discuss abortions. Ignorant at that time to me it was just a procedure. I didn't know the love I would have for this child or guilt of my Decision I would have afterwards. I made them put me under during the procedure because I know If I was awake I would not have been able to go thru with it. I wish I would have walked away and had the child. I married and had two children. I married a man I knew I didn't love.. He was just a "settled for " man. I didn't think I was worthy of anyone else. He did drugs... drank.. and I tried to save him. And I did .. at least for a while. My marriage ended after 27 years. After the 27 years.. four months later.. Unfinished business with Alex - he came back into my life. We discussed we cried about the unborn child. I thought we were meant to be together.. but this ended also.. He was a man with Many woman. How would my life have been if this child was here on earth. How would his/her life have been? I know now.. I should have had the baby .. gave this child a chance. I wanted to say I'm Sorry!! This should not have been my choice. God can only decide!! Please forgive me!

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