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 Memorial: 474
 Date: Monday
Micaela Detrick
United States of America
Child's Name: Anna Carys Brown
shoes she would have worn <3Dear Anna, I cant even begin to explain to you how badly my heart aches for you. If I could go back in time and realize what I was doing was a mistake, I would. It's all I want right now. And I don't get to have that. I have to live with the horrible thing I've done.
I'm sorry I wasn't a better mother. I promise I'll keep your future siblings. I've learned my lesson.
I can't wait to join you on the other side one day and hold you like I've been wanting to. And I'll never have to let go.
I love you baby girl. Sweet dreams. <3

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 Memorial: 473
 Date: Sunday
United States of America
Child's Name: ?
As a single handicapped man, it's been so hard financially, but I know you were meant to be adopted by me, somewhere. I have so much love and compassion in me, but my visual problems plus a few other little handicaps made it hard. We'd have had such fun, though.

Instead, you were aborted, but I love you with all my heart and instead of sharing Jesus Christ's loe with you and having the chance to see you grow, I instead look so forward to seeing you in Heaven someday, as you went before me to see Jesus.

Please forgive your mommy, as I do, for I'm sure that had she thought she'd have let you be born becasue there was a loving, tender, gentle, compassion parent out there for you. I forgive her for aborting you, just as I would have shown you that perfect love and forgiveness no matter waht you did as a child and as you grew up. I love you with all my heart, and I miss you and the chance I had to know you. You'll be in my heart, though, till we meet in Heaven, where even though it won't beas your adoptive dad, we'll still get to know each other and have so much fun celebratign God's great grace - hopefully with yoru birth mommy, too. Becasue I love you with all my ehart, my little one,e ven though the Lord has given me peace that you were aborted and thus never to be known to me in this life. Till we meet on that great celestial short, so long, my precious little one.

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 Memorial: 472
 Date: Thursday
United States of America
Child's Name: Thorne Luna
Dear Thorne,

Words cannot express the way I feel when I think of you. I regret what I did to you more than anything. In my dark and dismal world, you were a shining ray of hope. I wish I had realized it sooner. I hope that there is a heaven for you, even if it means that I have to go to hell. I'd give almost anything to go back in time and save you. I love you so much. There isn't a second that I don't miss you. I know that your father misses you too, even if he isn't good at showing it. I'm glad that you were a part of my life, even if it was only for 13 short weeks. I love you. Someday I'll see you again and hold you for the first time. I promise. I may have failed my duties as a mother on earth, but when we meet I'll never let you go.

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 Memorial: 471
 Date: Saturday
United States of America
Child's Name: Dorothea
It has been more than ten years. I don't know for sure how long it has been. I think thirteen. That time in my life is a blur in my mind. But after thirteen years without a name, I am naming you today. Your name is Dorothea, which means "Gift from God".

You were a gift, and it took me a long time to acknowledge that.

I denied you a name. I denied you a face. I denied you a birthday. I denied you all the joy you would have had. I denied YOU. And I am sorry.

I spent many years ignoring what was deep inside me. You returned to my memory on very few occasions, but when you did, I continued to deny you. I denied my regret. I denied my pain. I denied any wrongdoing. I denied so much that the memory faded away. And for that, I am even more sorry.

I don't know why I chose to allow it to happen. Honestly, I don't remember what was said during those days. I remember where I was when I discovered you. I remember where I was the day I told your father about you. But I don't remember much after that, and I don't remember any details. I don't know how old you were when I sent you back to God.

I do remember that you were real. I felt you. You were part of me.

Your little brother was born 13 years after I lost you. The joy I feel when I see his smiling face is only matched by the sorrow I feel knowing I will never see yours. Every milestone, every joyous day with your little brother will be haunted by the echo of what should have been.

I have never experienced this depth of regret in my life. It took being given what I lost to realize what had happened.

Our family is forever changed by staying the same, though I will never know exactly how.

I love you, Dorothea. And I am more sorry than I can ever express. I hope you can forgive me.

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 Memorial: 470
 Date: Wednesday
United States of America
Child's Name: Trevor
I miss you and think of you all the time.
If you were born you would be eight months now. If I could turn back the clock I would, but we all know time doesn't work that way. You will always be in my heart. I hope Grandma Marlene and Uncle Steve are watching over you.
I love you.

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 Memorial: 469
 Date: Tuesday
United Kingdom
Child's Name: Daisy
daisy, sending you my love, miss you more ever day, people say times a healer but no length of time will ever heal me from this pain, I love you and always have and always will, I hold you tight in my heart and kiss the stars goodnight every night because I know your up there shining down on mummy, forever and always in my heart baby, love you, your mummy x
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 Memorial: 468
 Date: Friday
ZaZa and John Barnum
United States of America
Child's Name: Rosalind Arlene
Our special little Rose, you were taken from us too soon, not by our choice and we suffered for your loss for 40 yrs but now Daddy and Mommy are healing and doing it together and we will always share our love for you and we will celebrate your time with us.. your NaNu and Grandma Arlene I am sure are looking after you .. we love you, our Baby girl forever.. Mommy and Daddy
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 Memorial: 467
 Date: Monday
United States of America
Child's Name: Renessme
Renessme M. Perez
You'll always be in my heart and i don't need to show it because I love you matter what happens. Me and your dad will always be by your side and I believe that you'll be in a better place with your grandpa and uncle. Essme I love you with all my heart and I miss you.... Be good

Renessme M. Perez

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 Memorial: 466
 Date: Sunday
Brenda Larson
United States of America
Child's Name: Shannon
Shannon you are loved and thought of often, I will always remember you and regret my decision that cost you your life. Not allowing you to live your life has been the greatest loss to our family. I will always wonder what you are like, who you look like and what gifts and talents God gave you to share with this world. YOU ARE MISSED!!! I know that you are in the arms of Jesus and some day our family will be reunited in heaven. Thank you Jesus for taking care of our little one.
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 Memorial: 465
 Date: Friday
Margen Martin
United States of America
Child's Name: Hope
I think of you always and do love you and wonder if you ever just sit up their in Heaven and watch me
I love you Baby Hope I really do

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