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 Memorial: 472
 Date: Thursday
United States of America
Child's Name: Thorne Luna
Dear Thorne,

Words cannot express the way I feel when I think of you. I regret what I did to you more than anything. In my dark and dismal world, you were a shining ray of hope. I wish I had realized it sooner. I hope that there is a heaven for you, even if it means that I have to go to hell. I'd give almost anything to go back in time and save you. I love you so much. There isn't a second that I don't miss you. I know that your father misses you too, even if he isn't good at showing it. I'm glad that you were a part of my life, even if it was only for 13 short weeks. I love you. Someday I'll see you again and hold you for the first time. I promise. I may have failed my duties as a mother on earth, but when we meet I'll never let you go.

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 Memorial: 471
 Date: Saturday
United States of America
Child's Name: Dorothea
It has been more than ten years. I don't know for sure how long it has been. I think thirteen. That time in my life is a blur in my mind. But after thirteen years without a name, I am naming you today. Your name is Dorothea, which means "Gift from God".

You were a gift, and it took me a long time to acknowledge that.

I denied you a name. I denied you a face. I denied you a birthday. I denied you all the joy you would have had. I denied YOU. And I am sorry.

I spent many years ignoring what was deep inside me. You returned to my memory on very few occasions, but when you did, I continued to deny you. I denied my regret. I denied my pain. I denied any wrongdoing. I denied so much that the memory faded away. And for that, I am even more sorry.

I don't know why I chose to allow it to happen. Honestly, I don't remember what was said during those days. I remember where I was when I discovered you. I remember where I was the day I told your father about you. But I don't remember much after that, and I don't remember any details. I don't know how old you were when I sent you back to God.

I do remember that you were real. I felt you. You were part of me.

Your little brother was born 13 years after I lost you. The joy I feel when I see his smiling face is only matched by the sorrow I feel knowing I will never see yours. Every milestone, every joyous day with your little brother will be haunted by the echo of what should have been.

I have never experienced this depth of regret in my life. It took being given what I lost to realize what had happened.

Our family is forever changed by staying the same, though I will never know exactly how.

I love you, Dorothea. And I am more sorry than I can ever express. I hope you can forgive me.

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 Memorial: 470
 Date: Wednesday
United States of America
Child's Name: Trevor
I miss you and think of you all the time.
If you were born you would be eight months now. If I could turn back the clock I would, but we all know time doesn't work that way. You will always be in my heart. I hope Grandma Marlene and Uncle Steve are watching over you.
I love you.

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 Memorial: 469
 Date: Tuesday
United Kingdom
Child's Name: Daisy
daisy, sending you my love, miss you more ever day, people say times a healer but no length of time will ever heal me from this pain, I love you and always have and always will, I hold you tight in my heart and kiss the stars goodnight every night because I know your up there shining down on mummy, forever and always in my heart baby, love you, your mummy x
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 Memorial: 468
 Date: Friday
ZaZa and John Barnum
United States of America
Child's Name: Rosalind Arlene
Our special little Rose, you were taken from us too soon, not by our choice and we suffered for your loss for 40 yrs but now Daddy and Mommy are healing and doing it together and we will always share our love for you and we will celebrate your time with us.. your NaNu and Grandma Arlene I am sure are looking after you .. we love you, our Baby girl forever.. Mommy and Daddy
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 Memorial: 467
 Date: Monday
United States of America
Child's Name: Renessme
Renessme M. Perez
You'll always be in my heart and i don't need to show it because I love you matter what happens. Me and your dad will always be by your side and I believe that you'll be in a better place with your grandpa and uncle. Essme I love you with all my heart and I miss you.... Be good

Renessme M. Perez

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 Memorial: 466
 Date: Sunday
Brenda Larson
United States of America
Child's Name: Shannon
Shannon you are loved and thought of often, I will always remember you and regret my decision that cost you your life. Not allowing you to live your life has been the greatest loss to our family. I will always wonder what you are like, who you look like and what gifts and talents God gave you to share with this world. YOU ARE MISSED!!! I know that you are in the arms of Jesus and some day our family will be reunited in heaven. Thank you Jesus for taking care of our little one.
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 Memorial: 465
 Date: Friday
Margen Martin
United States of America
Child's Name: Hope
I think of you always and do love you and wonder if you ever just sit up their in Heaven and watch me
I love you Baby Hope I really do

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 Memorial: 464
 Date: Thursday
United States of America
Child's Name: angel
To my 1st grandchild I will never hold..When I found out that you had existed it was too late and you were already taken. Had I known I would have done everything in my power to protect you and your mommy despite what your father wanted. I know your mommy loves you and if given the chance to do things over I know she would have come to grandma so that I could have helped her. I can only imagine how beautiful you are and I have days I just cry because I will never know. Please forgive your mommy and know that we love you and will someday all be together.

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 Memorial: 463
 Date: Wednesday
United States of America
Child's Name: baby
Forever in my heart. I love and miss you
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