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 Memorial: 480
 Date: Tuesday
Mary Lockwood
United States of America
Child's Name: Moira, Colleen & John
Each & everyday I regret my 3 abortions & know I am forgiven for my horrible decisions. I pray for my children's forgiveness of me as their mother as well as I pray to them. I know we will meet someday & I love you all.
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 Memorial: 479
 Date: Tuesday
United States of America
Child's Name: baby JJ
Mi corazón no encuentra consuelo por tu perdida se que este dolor seguirá conmigo por siempre hasta que nos volvamos a encontrar y pueda tenerte entre mis brazos y nunca mas soltarte, te amare por una eternidad, siempre estarás presente en mi mente y en mi corazón, te amo mi baby JJ
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 Memorial: 478
 Date: Saturday
kaydian Roberts
United States of America
Child's Name: Caleb Tavarez
Though scared I was at first
still deep in love I fell,
An angel was inside of me
growing in my womb.
A million times I've needed you,
A million times I've cried.
If love alone could have saved you,
you never would have died.
And though we never knew you
I will always wonder who you'd be,
what smile you'd have, would you look like your dad
or would you look like me.
I love you baby nonetheless and in my heart you will always stay.
Heaven gets to hold you first until one faithful day.

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 Memorial: 477
 Date: Sunday
Child's Name: Eduardito,joshue,jazmina
mi ninjos lindos ahora estan en el cielo cn papaDios y se q estan bien solo les pido me perdonen por mi estupida decision y por la insensibilidad de otras personas en este mundo hay mucha maldad y me incluyo nunka fue mi intencion abortarlos me vi sin opcion y pues aki esta su hermanito a kien no kiero dejar solito jayden nos veremos todos en el cielo algun dia perdonenme mi Dios los cuide ls guarde los proteja los amooo con todo mi Corazon mis chiquitiness todo los dias pienso en ustedes mi unica espoeranza es encontrarme con ustedes aya otravez perdonenme mi cobardia mi miedo a enfrentar ala abuelaa perdonenla eya no sabia tmpoko y las personas q me "ayudaron" ante tan terrible decision perdonenlas y perdonenme no siento q merezca ser feliz sin ustedes pero tengo q ser fuerte por su hermanitoo bye los amo nunka podre verlos crecer ni pelearles ni sonreirles ni cantarles pero se que desde el cielo me ven y me escuchan y q estan en brazos de papaDios
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 Memorial: 476
 Date: Thursday
carla Pickett
United States of America
Child's Name: I don't know the name
I pray for forgiveness for my decision to abort my child may he or she forgive my ignorance and selfish decision and may God forgive me through his son Jesus Christ Amen
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 Memorial: 475
 Date: Wednesday
Child's Name: My dear
My dear, it was a difficult decision for mummy. From the first ultrasound, I knew I wanted to have you but I didn't have the support I needed. So I had no choice but to do it. Throughout the procedure, no matter the amount of discomfort/pain I went through, I know it was a "punishment" for me, for my irresponsibility. I can't forgive myself now. I love you always deep in my heart. You will always be in my mind. I love you always
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 Memorial: 474
 Date: Monday
Micaela Detrick
United States of America
Child's Name: Anna Carys Brown
shoes she would have worn <3Dear Anna, I cant even begin to explain to you how badly my heart aches for you. If I could go back in time and realize what I was doing was a mistake, I would. It's all I want right now. And I don't get to have that. I have to live with the horrible thing I've done.
I'm sorry I wasn't a better mother. I promise I'll keep your future siblings. I've learned my lesson.
I can't wait to join you on the other side one day and hold you like I've been wanting to. And I'll never have to let go.
I love you baby girl. Sweet dreams. <3

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 Memorial: 473
 Date: Sunday
United States of America
Child's Name: ?
As a single handicapped man, it's been so hard financially, but I know you were meant to be adopted by me, somewhere. I have so much love and compassion in me, but my visual problems plus a few other little handicaps made it hard. We'd have had such fun, though.

Instead, you were aborted, but I love you with all my heart and instead of sharing Jesus Christ's loe with you and having the chance to see you grow, I instead look so forward to seeing you in Heaven someday, as you went before me to see Jesus.

Please forgive your mommy, as I do, for I'm sure that had she thought she'd have let you be born becasue there was a loving, tender, gentle, compassion parent out there for you. I forgive her for aborting you, just as I would have shown you that perfect love and forgiveness no matter waht you did as a child and as you grew up. I love you with all my heart, and I miss you and the chance I had to know you. You'll be in my heart, though, till we meet in Heaven, where even though it won't beas your adoptive dad, we'll still get to know each other and have so much fun celebratign God's great grace - hopefully with yoru birth mommy, too. Becasue I love you with all my ehart, my little one,e ven though the Lord has given me peace that you were aborted and thus never to be known to me in this life. Till we meet on that great celestial short, so long, my precious little one.

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 Memorial: 472
 Date: Thursday
United States of America
Child's Name: Thorne Luna
Dear Thorne,

Words cannot express the way I feel when I think of you. I regret what I did to you more than anything. In my dark and dismal world, you were a shining ray of hope. I wish I had realized it sooner. I hope that there is a heaven for you, even if it means that I have to go to hell. I'd give almost anything to go back in time and save you. I love you so much. There isn't a second that I don't miss you. I know that your father misses you too, even if he isn't good at showing it. I'm glad that you were a part of my life, even if it was only for 13 short weeks. I love you. Someday I'll see you again and hold you for the first time. I promise. I may have failed my duties as a mother on earth, but when we meet I'll never let you go.

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 Memorial: 471
 Date: Saturday
United States of America
Child's Name: Dorothea
It has been more than ten years. I don't know for sure how long it has been. I think thirteen. That time in my life is a blur in my mind. But after thirteen years without a name, I am naming you today. Your name is Dorothea, which means "Gift from God".

You were a gift, and it took me a long time to acknowledge that.

I denied you a name. I denied you a face. I denied you a birthday. I denied you all the joy you would have had. I denied YOU. And I am sorry.

I spent many years ignoring what was deep inside me. You returned to my memory on very few occasions, but when you did, I continued to deny you. I denied my regret. I denied my pain. I denied any wrongdoing. I denied so much that the memory faded away. And for that, I am even more sorry.

I don't know why I chose to allow it to happen. Honestly, I don't remember what was said during those days. I remember where I was when I discovered you. I remember where I was the day I told your father about you. But I don't remember much after that, and I don't remember any details. I don't know how old you were when I sent you back to God.

I do remember that you were real. I felt you. You were part of me.

Your little brother was born 13 years after I lost you. The joy I feel when I see his smiling face is only matched by the sorrow I feel knowing I will never see yours. Every milestone, every joyous day with your little brother will be haunted by the echo of what should have been.

I have never experienced this depth of regret in my life. It took being given what I lost to realize what had happened.

Our family is forever changed by staying the same, though I will never know exactly how.

I love you, Dorothea. And I am more sorry than I can ever express. I hope you can forgive me.

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